There are so many days that go by that I don't really look around and realize how much I do have and how grateful I should be for those things. Especially the little things in life. This passed week I have been thinking a lot about how "life" in general, and you just never know what could happen. My cousin and his wife lost there baby this passed weekend. She was due in 4 weeks. I can't even imagine going through this. They have been trying for some time to get pregnant and it finally happened then 4 weeks before her due date he passed away. It breaks my heart just thinking about it. I know my cousin and his wife are very strong but no pay can take away losing a child. Because of this I have been really thinking about my life, and how I take so many things for granted. That I want this perfect life and I know it will NEVER be that way, that I want a new job even though I have a great job. I think for me it's about change. I LOVE change and I have been at the same job for a 2 1/2 years and I'm ready for something different but then I look back and think of the big picture. I am so blessed to have the job I do. There are tons of people that don't have jobs and would die to have the job that I do. I need to be grateful for the things my husband does for me. Like doing the dishes, fixing things, telling me I'm beautiful, it's simple things like this that I need to be more grateful for. Ok enough venting...
Life has been crazy Wain is going to school full time plus some for those of you that don't know his major is Music Education (he plays the tubs and sings) he is taking 19credits and preforming groups, so he is one busy man. But we always try to take a little bit of time each day to be with each other. I am just working, working and I got a new calling yesterday but I can't tell you what it is yet because I have not been set apart so on Sunday I will be sure to write all about it. This calling will keep me busy which I am way excited. I love serving and I look forward to it very much. Monday I had a day off so I spent most of the day re decorating our home. It needed some color so I bought some stuff to add some more color to our home. I love decorating I wish I had more time and space to decorate. well I better get to work.... 2 more months til WASHINGTON DC. I CAN'T WAIT.
She meant to say I play the TUBA(not tubs) and I am in 5 performing groups. :) love you honey.
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