Trails

I don't even know where to begin this post. It seems like this weeks has been one of the worst weeks of my life. Tuesday evening I was heading home from work and I get a call from a number I didn't know. I answer it, and it is an HR person from Mckesson. He made small talk, then told me that they didn't want me to come back. I was devastated and really confused. So many things went through my mind as I sat in my car crying, wondering why this was happening, what I did wrong, wondering what we were going to do know because we really needed this job. So many whys? 10 mintues before I was let go the bishop called to see how many people we needed to help us move in, and to ask us to speak in church. I was so upset with everything Wain told me to call the bishop back and tell him that we couldn't speak in church. I couldn't bring myself to do that so I went to bed (hardly slept) and got this overwhelming feeling that everything is going to be OK. Wednesday morning I called my mom and she told me to fly home to help Wain finish packing our house in Utah. So that's what I did and I am so glad I did. Even though it was very stressful when I got there I just needed to be with people that love me, and that support Wain and I. I was able to see most of my family which helped me calm down and feel comforted that everything really is going to be OK. Even though I am very upset about the job there is a reason that things didn't work out, I know God has a bigger plan for me. I drove back to Arizona with Wain in the moving truck, I felt like I was driving a bus when I drove it. But it ended up being a very nice drive and it gave Wain and I to talk about our future and the almost three years since we got married. I love talking about our wedding and our marriage and how far we have come. My life wouldn't be complete without Wain it. I love him very much and I am truly a lucky person to have him as my husband.

We just got internet today and it's so nice being without internet for 3 weeks has been hard but I am back to reality and we are trying to make the best of work has been thrown at us. We are both looking for jobs and hopefully we can find something quickly. I took some pictures of the road trip but I will have to post them another time. Well that is our update for a few days or week. Tchau