Utah VS Arizona

Utah VS Arizona, which one do I like best. I love Utah because my whole family is there. But I love Arizona because this is going to be home (for awhile anyways) I feel like even though Wain is not here yet and I have yet to go out and really experience what Arizona is all about. I know that we are both going to love it here. I feel like this is where we are suppose to be, and that great things are going to happen to our family. I don't miss Utah, but I do miss the family and friends. People here are so nice, I went to the mall the other day and every store I went into there was someone to help me, and I felt like they were really there to help me, NOT just because it was a job. I just feel like people really care about each other.. Don't even get me started on the driving around here. The Freeways are so nice. I just love it here. Anyways, so I found a job last Tuesday doing debt collections and the rest of the week I just wasn't feeling good about it. I went to the first day of training and just keep trying to keep a positive attitude, and trying to talk myself in to thinking that this was the job for me. By the second day I just couldn't take it. I gave my badge back and just let them know that this job was NOT for me and that I had to follow my heart and do what I thought was right. So I am back to the job hunting. I have applied for so many jobs its crazy. Looking for jobs I think is more difficult these days, it's not like when I was younger you actually go into the job you want and you actually talk to someone.. Not that way anymore, everything is done online and its just the waiting game. I have to find a job by next week. I'm so grateful for my Uncle for letting me stay with him but I am ready for my own place. I have looked at several different places and there is only one place I like it. It's a townhouse with 2 bedroom 2 bathroom over 1, 000 sq feet, and 1 car garage, and in a gated community. I want it really bad but I would hate to get it and then I find a job an hour away. It's not worth the chance. So keep me in your prayers that I find a job that I want and that it will be something that is worth keeping.
Well that's my update of life in Arizona.....ps.. Wain is flying down for my birthday. I can't wait to see him. I miss him like CRAZY. We both thought it would be easier than it really is. We both have realized how much we really need each other. I just can't live my life without him.